Why hello there, Emo

Went out with the girls and Kelvin last night to help cheer up Maya-with-the-broken-heart. Ironically enough, she ended up having to try to cheer /me/ up, as I ended up rather spectacularly drunk and emo enough to sink the Titanic. Hello, delayed reaction.

Mother and I took down all the photos of my ex and I on the family wall the other day, and it figures that the only time I cry about the whole damned thing is when I'm so pissed I can't even walk straight. Everyone was previously marveling about my strength and 'togetherness', but now I realize that I'm just as human as the rest of the world. /And/ that I am actually capable of crying. Who knew?

In any case, I ended up having to call my brother to pick me up (something I haven't had to do since I was 16), and Maya stayed the night to make sure I didn't do anything too embarrassing. I can't really remember a lot of what I said, but she did mention something about pretty colors and trying to get my cell phone to 'stop spinning'.

In other news: I have finally gotten around to mentally 'divying' up  friends/stuff/activities between the ex and I. Was mildly annoyed when I realized just how much crap I have to stop doing, but eventually decided that a clean break is best. It wouldn't do to keep on with arnis and have to see him everyday, after all, and learning to box is proving an interesting enough distraction. I abhor having free time, though, and I may have to take up another sport to pass the time.